Friday, April 22, 2011

Time to blog again.

Finished 2days of demo at NYP for taekwondo.
Total break 18 wooden planks for the 2 days and got injury on my hand.
Was quite successfully done and nicely done.
Everyone got good and bad times during this 2 days.
And of course everyone want to do good things for the club.

Today went out with sir and mdm together with 3 others NYPTKD members to sing k.
Went to NTU alumni club to sing k and play pool.
This event is to let members to gather and have fun as we help out during the inter-school competition held last week.
But the response for the event was not very good.
Sang for 2 hours and play pool for an hour or so.
Then went to Jurong IMM to have late lunch and shopping.
Spent quite a long time in G2000 as we bought alots of stuff from there and i got myself a white long sleeve shirt.
Then went to my friend house nearby coffee shop to have some soup before returning to home.
Tomorrow returning to work le.

That all.....

Monday, April 18, 2011

Didn't blog for the past 10 days le.
Life as usual,has been working.
Last week took three days off to help out in the inter-school competition held at toa payoh sport hall.
Experienced how those helpers help out in the competition and how the things flow during competition.
After that three days went back to work and after work,rush down to sport hall again but didn't help out that much.
Sunday went to palau ubin for cycling with suzhou peeps.Although is only 4 people,
we had lots of fun and photo taken.
Cycle and cover the whole area of palau ubin with around 6hrs of cycle.Got sunburn and was really tiring after the ride.
Saw many of my friends getting letter for NS le.
Went down my house and open the letter box and saw the letter for me also.
Posted to army unit and will be going in around 4 months time.
Wednesday and Thursday will be club crawl in the school and will be performing.

That all for the day.Will be posting more stuff tomorrow...

Friday, April 08, 2011

Has been working almost everyday except for Sunday.
Very tired this 2 weeks as my only Sunday was busy with tkd stuff also,so didn't get to rest much.
This coming Sunday will be also busy with my brother 21st birthday celebration, so i guess will also be tired out.
Has been skipping training lately also,don't know is cause of what reasons.
Is it because of losing of passion towards tkd?

Working same thing everyday.Haiz...no time to enjoy at all.
Will be graduationg on 26th May.Should i invite her?

Working life = No life.

Sunday, April 03, 2011

Monday, March 28, 2011

Today was my black Monday.
Actually should be enjoying this week but was told to work this week again.
Was darm tiring as this is the 2nd week i will be working at the factory and i have wake up darm early in the morning and i couldn't enjoy that much.
In the end, didn't get the chance to celebrate today with her as she say she need to work, and most of my friends didn't know it also.
Was somehow happy in the morning because i receive a sms from one of my Suzhou peeps wishing me happy birthday.Was quite surprised that she remember my birthday and was the 1st to wish me, was so touched and sweet of her.Awwww.....
So spent my black Monday working.
After that in the night,went to have dinner with my one and only friend and eat,drink and talk a lot of stuff.At least is not a bored birthday.
It been a year and seem that is not a very good and lucky year for me.A lot of stuff happened during this year and i could only just say bad stuff are almost 95% and good stuff only 5%.
Hope to have good luck and things could be smooth for the upcoming year.

STEP INTO '2' ALREADY LIAO!!!!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

It's been a long time that i didn't blog le.
Was busy working and enjoying holidays.
Finally got result for the last semester in NYP.
Expected result and managed to clear all module and graduate from NYP.
3 years of poly life passed so fast and ns is waiting for me le.

Didn't fight in the last inter-school competition.
Quite sad and regret.
But what happened is already happened.

Been working and earning money and thinking of places we can go out on my birthday.
Lots of idea come out and planning out.
But you say that you are working on my birthday and this really make me feel very tired and sad.Probably to you is just another day to pass but to me is a day which i wish i can spent my time with the person whom i like.Maybe i didn't tell you what that day is and how important is that day to me.
For the past few weeks i feel like we are like strangers,didn't talk to each other even we see each others.The gap distance between us are getting bigger and further away.Probably I'm that guy you find it timid, immature & insensible bah.If you have the chance to write this post,i just want to tell you that if you find me irritating, you can just tell me and i will know what to do.
The only thing right in my heart which make me feel concern about and sad is YOU!
Many people are having negative thinking when we are together and probably you have it too....


EMO and keep to myself probably is the best way for me to do.

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Yesterday attended my brother POP at Home Team Academy.
Went there a bit early with my parents.
After that saw the parade and it was not so many people having the POP.
Have a short refreshment and went to get stuff with my brother before getting home.

Woke up at around 11am today and went to surf net as usual.
Then prepare to head off to gym with my junior but was cancel in last minute.
Then waited till 530 then head off to tkd training.
Today training feel so good at the last part.
Keep on doing things which i enjoy to do .
But didn't practice poomsae with her again :(

Tomorrow will be attending my friend 21st birthday.
Don't know got the chance to blog.

Feel so lonely.Haiz....

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

Today went for an job interview at friend's working place.
Was interviewed by him and his colleague.
Totally nervous and speechless.Performance was suck to the max.
Think don't have any high hope to get this job le.

After that went to bugis to walk and waste time.
This is not consider the 1st time walking alone in shopping centre.
But don't know why still will feel lonely and sad.
Next time shall try watching movie alone bah.

After that went to cousin house to celebrate her 21st birthday.
Have lots of fun turning my little cousin around.
Went home after that which is around 9 plus.

Days are coming nearer and nearer.
Don't know whether she have gotten the leave ?
This few days don't really seen her online.Probably she busy with work or sleeping le bah.
This month will be a busy month for me bah. Birthday, events and tkd stuff etc,everything is coming at this month.Hope can survive through bah.

Am i a friend to you?

Haiz.....that all for today....

Sunday, February 27, 2011

EMO = Enclosed myself only

Didn't really went out this 2 days.
Went to grandma house and stay overnight.
Sleep occupy most of my time .

That all.....

Saturday, February 26, 2011

爱情就像德士,
有时你等它,
有时它等你,
只要你愿意等,
就一定能等到的。

你就像分针,
我就像时针,
在时钟里,
无时无刻都会碰到对方,
但在下一秒钟,
我们又离开了对方,
难道我们就不能不分开吗?

This two consider saying or poem was gotten from the TV and find it quite touching, so decided to post it here.
Went for training today but got my right knee injure once again.
Saw her but don't have much talking except holding target for her once.

Hmmm...that all for the day.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Today will be writing this post in Chinese.

今天的心情还是一样,很不好受也很闷。
放假的第四天了,还没想去做工。
一天到晚在家给老妈年个不停。
想想还是去工作比呆在家还多了吧,虽然没生活。

这几天都在看台湾剧,叫做新兵日记,在述说当兵的日记。
来自四面八方的人经过了几个礼拜的训练,感情就像兄弟一样。
虽然辛苦,但他们有舞比乐趣的快乐。
我时不时刻都在想,他们只是在一起短短的几十天,都能这么得好,那那些在一起几年的朋友呢?
在我这二十年,我认识了无数的朋友,有的就认识了好几年,有的就没在联络了。
有时我在想,我到底是不是一个好的朋友?
有时我觉得好孤单,想找个朋友聊聊或出门都没有。
难道在我朋友圈,都没有一个真心的朋友吗?

If i vanished in this world, will anyone will even notice or will anyone will miss me?
Probably i just keep quiet and do my stuff.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

The word for today is suck!!!
Just don't know why people just don't like what I'm doing.
Just don't know whether is a right thing to ask you?
And it so sad to hear such things from you and it totally let me fall deep down.
It makes me think whether I'm doing the right things and right decision?

I know I'm not a prefect guy.
I know I'm not like other guys who know how to sweet-talk or romance.
I know i shouldn't compare with others.

After much consideration, i just want to be with you.
I don't want to just find a temporary one but i hope i can find a permanent.
I hope it won't be a irritating thing to you.

Feel like just run non-stop or just train until i don't have any energy to think about it anymore.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Haven't been seeing any update from you le.
How you doing ? Didn't chat much with you.Not like last time le.
Just feel very bitter in my heart.What is happpening to me?
Am i really fallen in love with you? Or is it a illusion or crash?
I just don't know how to express myself.
Hoping that you can spend that one day with me.

I just wish i have the courage to tell you that i love you but i can't do it.
I just want you to be happy.
I just want you to enjoy.
I just want to accompany at your side when you are sad or tired.
I just want to take good care of you.
I just want to spent my time with you.
There are lots of things i just want to do with you.
Although i cannot participate in your life for the past years,but i hope i can
be in your memories for the future.

This is all what i just want to say to you.


Goodnight.

Monday, February 21, 2011

It's been a long long time i blogged.
Many things has happened such as exam and some "day".

Firstly,talk about exam.
Started to study for exam when my first paper start.
Paper starting at noon so still have bits of time in the morning for me to revise
and got my friends to teach me all the calculations.In the end think ok ok only
but hope to get D for it bah.

After the first paper, stay back in school and study for the second paper
which is on the next day.
Quite alot of theory to memorise and have hard time squeezing into my brain.
Hopefully i select the correct question to do for my paper bah.
After that took a small rest before studying for last paper.
Continue to study for last paper on Thursday and study till around 5
continue to study at friend house till around 10 plus and went back home.
Finally Friday the last paper, all of us was very shag as not enough time
for us to sleep.
After the last paper all of us was darm happy and darm high.
Didn't get the chance of eating the so called last lunch in school.
So i'm now self-declare + unofficial graduate from NYP.
Have applied for NTU hopefully by left or right can get in bah.

Next is the special day for couple.
Valentine day fall on my exam period.
For me didn't get to celebrate it.But was quite a special day for me also.
After studying in school for the second paper(which was mention above)
went to TM and get chocolate from two different shops
and went down to her working place.
She was working so couldn't pass to her so early and instead waited for her to
finish her work and gave her the presents when she was boarding the bus.
It was quite rushed i admitted but will you accept if i pass to you earlier.
Although both of us are not couple but i seriously hope u like the presents
Hope the chocolate was okay because watited for you for 2 hours.

It been a long time since we do poomsae and chat le
Your 9-days straight work has drained finish your energy le bah.
Hope you rest well and recover back your energy.
Still thinking we can join the national poomsae competition bah.*Pray*
Sometime i really wish that i could just say it right in your face
but i just pick up my courage and fear it will scared you off or even
we can't be friends anymore.
I'm really confused and scared to repeat the same mistake or maybe repeating the
history again.

That's all for the blogging today :D

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Will be resuming blogging sooon :D

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

지난 몇 일 동안 당신 말하고 있지 않다 그리고 나는 지금 없다 당신

Sunday, February 06, 2011

3rd day of cny
woke up at around 10 plus
watch tv and prepare to go sir house bai nian
meet up with jeff at around 12 plus
reach sir house at 230
then sir started the gamble session
didn't gamble just sit down and eat and eat
ate 2 rounds of meal haha
then be a free "waiter" for mdm transporting dishes
after that went for a movie at TM
watch the shaolin and was quite funny at some part
then went home after that

was quite fun today :)
thx sir :D

exam are coming
hope can smoothly pass and graduate bah :D

Friday, February 04, 2011

Happy Chinese new year !!!!
Went to paternal grandma house 2day to bai nian
reached there around 11
had lunch over there and went for nap
till around 2 went over to maternal grandma house
stay there and watch tv till around 8 plus and went back home
went to buy mac for dinner

this year chinese new year had weird atmosphere
not much people celebrating it
even my cousin doesn't gamble so much le

hope it will be a better day tomorrow
:D

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Woke up at 9 today
bath and went to work....
when on the way boss called me to go other place work
as the auntie there is sick so went to raffles city to work
everyone in the robinson was wearing formal only me wearing jeans and t-shirt
den was like running 2.4 during work
run from counter to store and store to counter just to check stock for customers
then went off at 6 plus and head down to school for tkd training
today training was different from usual training
more to have fun and relax
after class do poomsae with xanthe from 1st dan to 4th dan...
feel so satisfy :D
after that walk home and my back till leg feel so aching
cannot deny that i'm old liao haiz....

cny is coming in few days time but i still don't have the feel for it
because of the exam
hmmmm.....i think so. cannot even relax and enjoy my cny :(
have to work tomorrow also
hope it will be smooth :D

that all for the day
night :D

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Time to blog.....
2day woke up around noon
nth to do so watch movie again....
took a small nap at around 6
den woke up for dinner and went to use com
totally bored in home doing nth
haiz....

that all
bye !!!

Monday, January 31, 2011

hihi....time for blogging
had set a standard that should blog everyday
probably can have a lookback for de the year which i have passed
or probably is juz a place for me to write out my feelings...
woke up at ard 9 plus in the morning
dad n mum came back from brisk walking and they are rushing to malaysia with my aunt
dad left 100 bucks for me to buy my pants for cny
switch on com and start to watch movie again
ard noon time went makan lunch with my soccer kakies
and they accompany went woodlands checkpoint to buy my pants
was veri touched thx u guys
bought a jeans and a short onli
after that went to wz hse to slack
they went on with majong while i juz sit there and watch
play until 7 pm and went to eat dinner 2gether
thx wz dad n mum for that dinner
was the 1st time having dinner with them and after that watch soccer at coffee shop
reached home ard 10 plus and was nag by my dad haiz....

sometime i wished u could just at my side accompany me
but it seem so impossible bah...
probably u are reading my blog or probably not
juz dun wan to tell u cox i dun wan to be so awkward if we c each other
haiz....i'm juz such a failure n coward towards this area bah
sometime feel that we dun have topic to chat wif even though i saw u online :(
i reali duno wat to do feeling so vexed....

been raining de whole day and never get to c de sun which make me feel veri sick
duno wat happening to me lately
cannot bend my head downwards for too long if not will feel giddy and want to vomit
probably dying soon bah :(

that all for the day shall continue blog tmr nights

Sunday, January 30, 2011


Hi....time to blog again
fri lab test was a easy one
didn't ask to write out coding but was told to select one of the lab
we had done before and explain to the lecturer
he was so bias to me ask me lots of question and was diffcult
and the reason he gave was you are too "smart"liao
lol......:(
after that instead of gg for tkd trg went down to temple instead
when on the way to the temple
felt so lonely sad and tired but couldn't explain why
search the whole contact list to find someone to chat with but couldn't find
after all wat i can say that i dun have really much real friend in life
reached temple and soon the event started and was filled with lots of people
almost flooded the place and was busy doing stuff and got to rest at ard 11 plus
the whole thing ended at ard 12 plus and went to grandma hse for the night
couldn't connect to the wireless internet :(
watch movie till ard 2 den went to slp
woke up ard 11 plus den went to the toilet but went back to slp again
and woke up at ard 4 and dat how i wasted my sat by slping the whole 3/4 day
den after that started to rain at ard 6
have a hard time gg home due to heavy rain
manage to get home before 10 and watch tv and use com
so dat ends my sat holiday >.<
sometime i was juz wondering wat is she thinking and totally miss the time spending with her and i duno how her feeling towards me
was attracted to a song called "Just the way you are"
find it interesting and wish to sing to her someday somehow

dat all for 2day nights.....

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

It been a long time since i ever blog. Happened quite many thing recently such as pol-ite, open house demo and etc. Got a default bronze medal for pol-ite. Haiz such a disappointment in myself should have won the match and cox of a stupid blinking of eye i lose the match with only 1 point.And i also don't know whether if i have done the correct thing in that "field".I'm just gonna to try my very best shot hope things go smoothly bah.Having a quiz tomorrow and gonna to work after that and friday have to go for a lab test and that basically end my poly life. Don't really know is it a good thing or not? Haix :(