Sunday, February 27, 2011

EMO = Enclosed myself only

Didn't really went out this 2 days.
Went to grandma house and stay overnight.
Sleep occupy most of my time .

That all.....

Saturday, February 26, 2011

爱情就像德士,
有时你等它,
有时它等你,
只要你愿意等,
就一定能等到的。

你就像分针,
我就像时针,
在时钟里,
无时无刻都会碰到对方,
但在下一秒钟,
我们又离开了对方,
难道我们就不能不分开吗?

This two consider saying or poem was gotten from the TV and find it quite touching, so decided to post it here.
Went for training today but got my right knee injure once again.
Saw her but don't have much talking except holding target for her once.

Hmmm...that all for the day.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Today will be writing this post in Chinese.

今天的心情还是一样,很不好受也很闷。
放假的第四天了,还没想去做工。
一天到晚在家给老妈年个不停。
想想还是去工作比呆在家还多了吧,虽然没生活。

这几天都在看台湾剧,叫做新兵日记,在述说当兵的日记。
来自四面八方的人经过了几个礼拜的训练,感情就像兄弟一样。
虽然辛苦,但他们有舞比乐趣的快乐。
我时不时刻都在想,他们只是在一起短短的几十天,都能这么得好,那那些在一起几年的朋友呢?
在我这二十年,我认识了无数的朋友,有的就认识了好几年,有的就没在联络了。
有时我在想,我到底是不是一个好的朋友?
有时我觉得好孤单,想找个朋友聊聊或出门都没有。
难道在我朋友圈,都没有一个真心的朋友吗?

If i vanished in this world, will anyone will even notice or will anyone will miss me?
Probably i just keep quiet and do my stuff.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

The word for today is suck!!!
Just don't know why people just don't like what I'm doing.
Just don't know whether is a right thing to ask you?
And it so sad to hear such things from you and it totally let me fall deep down.
It makes me think whether I'm doing the right things and right decision?

I know I'm not a prefect guy.
I know I'm not like other guys who know how to sweet-talk or romance.
I know i shouldn't compare with others.

After much consideration, i just want to be with you.
I don't want to just find a temporary one but i hope i can find a permanent.
I hope it won't be a irritating thing to you.

Feel like just run non-stop or just train until i don't have any energy to think about it anymore.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Haven't been seeing any update from you le.
How you doing ? Didn't chat much with you.Not like last time le.
Just feel very bitter in my heart.What is happpening to me?
Am i really fallen in love with you? Or is it a illusion or crash?
I just don't know how to express myself.
Hoping that you can spend that one day with me.

I just wish i have the courage to tell you that i love you but i can't do it.
I just want you to be happy.
I just want you to enjoy.
I just want to accompany at your side when you are sad or tired.
I just want to take good care of you.
I just want to spent my time with you.
There are lots of things i just want to do with you.
Although i cannot participate in your life for the past years,but i hope i can
be in your memories for the future.

This is all what i just want to say to you.


Goodnight.

Monday, February 21, 2011

It's been a long long time i blogged.
Many things has happened such as exam and some "day".

Firstly,talk about exam.
Started to study for exam when my first paper start.
Paper starting at noon so still have bits of time in the morning for me to revise
and got my friends to teach me all the calculations.In the end think ok ok only
but hope to get D for it bah.

After the first paper, stay back in school and study for the second paper
which is on the next day.
Quite alot of theory to memorise and have hard time squeezing into my brain.
Hopefully i select the correct question to do for my paper bah.
After that took a small rest before studying for last paper.
Continue to study for last paper on Thursday and study till around 5
continue to study at friend house till around 10 plus and went back home.
Finally Friday the last paper, all of us was very shag as not enough time
for us to sleep.
After the last paper all of us was darm happy and darm high.
Didn't get the chance of eating the so called last lunch in school.
So i'm now self-declare + unofficial graduate from NYP.
Have applied for NTU hopefully by left or right can get in bah.

Next is the special day for couple.
Valentine day fall on my exam period.
For me didn't get to celebrate it.But was quite a special day for me also.
After studying in school for the second paper(which was mention above)
went to TM and get chocolate from two different shops
and went down to her working place.
She was working so couldn't pass to her so early and instead waited for her to
finish her work and gave her the presents when she was boarding the bus.
It was quite rushed i admitted but will you accept if i pass to you earlier.
Although both of us are not couple but i seriously hope u like the presents
Hope the chocolate was okay because watited for you for 2 hours.

It been a long time since we do poomsae and chat le
Your 9-days straight work has drained finish your energy le bah.
Hope you rest well and recover back your energy.
Still thinking we can join the national poomsae competition bah.*Pray*
Sometime i really wish that i could just say it right in your face
but i just pick up my courage and fear it will scared you off or even
we can't be friends anymore.
I'm really confused and scared to repeat the same mistake or maybe repeating the
history again.

That's all for the blogging today :D

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Will be resuming blogging sooon :D

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

지난 몇 일 동안 당신 말하고 있지 않다 그리고 나는 지금 없다 당신

Sunday, February 06, 2011

3rd day of cny
woke up at around 10 plus
watch tv and prepare to go sir house bai nian
meet up with jeff at around 12 plus
reach sir house at 230
then sir started the gamble session
didn't gamble just sit down and eat and eat
ate 2 rounds of meal haha
then be a free "waiter" for mdm transporting dishes
after that went for a movie at TM
watch the shaolin and was quite funny at some part
then went home after that

was quite fun today :)
thx sir :D

exam are coming
hope can smoothly pass and graduate bah :D

Friday, February 04, 2011

Happy Chinese new year !!!!
Went to paternal grandma house 2day to bai nian
reached there around 11
had lunch over there and went for nap
till around 2 went over to maternal grandma house
stay there and watch tv till around 8 plus and went back home
went to buy mac for dinner

this year chinese new year had weird atmosphere
not much people celebrating it
even my cousin doesn't gamble so much le

hope it will be a better day tomorrow
:D

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Woke up at 9 today
bath and went to work....
when on the way boss called me to go other place work
as the auntie there is sick so went to raffles city to work
everyone in the robinson was wearing formal only me wearing jeans and t-shirt
den was like running 2.4 during work
run from counter to store and store to counter just to check stock for customers
then went off at 6 plus and head down to school for tkd training
today training was different from usual training
more to have fun and relax
after class do poomsae with xanthe from 1st dan to 4th dan...
feel so satisfy :D
after that walk home and my back till leg feel so aching
cannot deny that i'm old liao haiz....

cny is coming in few days time but i still don't have the feel for it
because of the exam
hmmmm.....i think so. cannot even relax and enjoy my cny :(
have to work tomorrow also
hope it will be smooth :D

that all for the day
night :D

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Time to blog.....
2day woke up around noon
nth to do so watch movie again....
took a small nap at around 6
den woke up for dinner and went to use com
totally bored in home doing nth
haiz....

that all
bye !!!