hihi....time for blogging
had set a standard that should blog everyday
probably can have a lookback for de the year which i have passed
or probably is juz a place for me to write out my feelings...
woke up at ard 9 plus in the morning
dad n mum came back from brisk walking and they are rushing to malaysia with my aunt
dad left 100 bucks for me to buy my pants for cny
switch on com and start to watch movie again
ard noon time went makan lunch with my soccer kakies
and they accompany went woodlands checkpoint to buy my pants
was veri touched thx u guys
bought a jeans and a short onli
after that went to wz hse to slack
they went on with majong while i juz sit there and watch
play until 7 pm and went to eat dinner 2gether
thx wz dad n mum for that dinner
was the 1st time having dinner with them and after that watch soccer at coffee shop
reached home ard 10 plus and was nag by my dad haiz....

sometime i wished u could just at my side accompany me
but it seem so impossible bah...
probably u are reading my blog or probably not
juz dun wan to tell u cox i dun wan to be so awkward if we c each other
haiz....i'm juz such a failure n coward towards this area bah
sometime feel that we dun have topic to chat wif even though i saw u online :(
i reali duno wat to do feeling so vexed....

been raining de whole day and never get to c de sun which make me feel veri sick
duno wat happening to me lately
cannot bend my head downwards for too long if not will feel giddy and want to vomit
probably dying soon bah :(

that all for the day shall continue blog tmr nights

Hi....time to blog again
fri lab test was a easy one
didn't ask to write out coding but was told to select one of the lab
we had done before and explain to the lecturer
he was so bias to me ask me lots of question and was diffcult
and the reason he gave was you are too "smart"liao
lol......:(
after that instead of gg for tkd trg went down to temple instead
when on the way to the temple
felt so lonely sad and tired but couldn't explain why
search the whole contact list to find someone to chat with but couldn't find
after all wat i can say that i dun have really much real friend in life
reached temple and soon the event started and was filled with lots of people
almost flooded the place and was busy doing stuff and got to rest at ard 11 plus
the whole thing ended at ard 12 plus and went to grandma hse for the night
couldn't connect to the wireless internet :(
watch movie till ard 2 den went to slp
woke up ard 11 plus den went to the toilet but went back to slp again
and woke up at ard 4 and dat how i wasted my sat by slping the whole 3/4 day
den after that started to rain at ard 6
have a hard time gg home due to heavy rain
manage to get home before 10 and watch tv and use com
so dat ends my sat holiday >.<
sometime i was juz wondering wat is she thinking and totally miss the time spending with her and i duno how her feeling towards me
was attracted to a song called "Just the way you are"
find it interesting and wish to sing to her someday somehow

dat all for 2day nights.....

It been a long time since i ever blog. Happened quite many thing recently such as pol-ite, open house demo and etc. Got a default bronze medal for pol-ite. Haiz such a disappointment in myself should have won the match and cox of a stupid blinking of eye i lose the match with only 1 point.And i also don't know whether if i have done the correct thing in that "field".I'm just gonna to try my very best shot hope things go smoothly bah.Having a quiz tomorrow and gonna to work after that and friday have to go for a lab test and that basically end my poly life. Don't really know is it a good thing or not? Haix :(